tough times never last, but tough people do! if it's going to be, it's up to me.


im reading this book now from my mom it came  with the balikbayan box our parents sent us. while im contimplating to the message  of the book it  came to my mind that it really  talks to me... because im struggling my job not because i dont like the people at my workplace it's just that i cant do what im enjoying to do like staying at home, spending time with my niece, my sisters, the PC, i cant chat with mom & pop, no enough time with mine bcoz we dont have the same day off. grrrrr!

when i asked God why im so stress, i've all the money but still i can't even stick to the budget... because im missing my relationship with God... yes! im so near but yet so far with him not like before we have this very tight  relationship...

i miss the those times... mine would always remind me to pray always but when i go to sleep when i see the bed all i think about is to sleep... im sorry for that Lord.